Tomorrow I start classes. I have Education 200 and Art 101. I'm currently using my roommate's laptop because I have yet to pick mine up from Grandma's house. Sadly, I probably won't be able to work on any pictures or even post them until sometime on Sunday. I've mostly been chilling with my roommates, getting to know most of them, because my friends have yet to arrive in Rexburg and if they are here--I don't know where they live! Go figure! I did spend a little time with an old FHE brother last night and his girlfriend (with a few other friends). It wasn't too bad.
College isn't too bad. But it'll be nice to be with old friends I haven't seen in a long time. And I miss my family. I've been thinking about moving to Aspen in the fall so I'll be closer to my brothers in the fall. I won't be taking a lot of classes and I'll even be sharing a car with my brothers, but I'll take it. I've moved a lot, but moving to college is different. It's the first time you move by yourself. You don't have any family with you. Yes, they're a phone call away, but it's not the same. And I'm kinda scared. I don't know what's going to happen. I'm afraid that I'm going to fail or get sick or something. But I'm also blessed--I've lucked out. I have one friend I've known since high school who is going through relatively the same thing. And I had the chance to meet someone who really is going through the whole academic situation too. He likes to remind me that my reason for leaving was medical, but some of which my family, my doctors, and myself have yet to figure out. I'm trying some changes, but I'll talk to my doctors more about it when I get home. So, yes, I'm absolutely terrified. I'm very tempted to ask Jeremy and John for a priesthood blessing. My dad gave me one already but it wouldn't hurt to have another, especially cause I'm just so scared.
Well, hopefully my next post will be a little bit happier!
Good Night World!
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