Strong Enough

There are moments when I feel that I am not strong enough. That no matter what I do I cannot handle what the world throws at me. I am absolutely terrified that I will never be able to do anything that a normal adult can do because I have too much anxiety. My Paxil was amazing for my depression. It worked in the beginning however with time my body becomes immune to different medication, as much as I have so much anxiety in my life. A thought occurred to me one day, there is a reason why that when we feel that we cannot do anything more, our bodies collapse onto our knees. He made our bodies that way so that when we feel we cannot do anything all we have to do is tell him that we cannot do it on our own. We are already on our knees; we just need to admit that we cannot do this life alone. That we need His help to get through each hour of each day, as long as we are willing and able to ask, God will provide it. It may not be the way we wanted, thought, or imagined but He will help us get through this life.