Priorities

So it's only been a few hours and it's so much harder than I thought it would be! I've got my priorities a little bit - ok A LOT - screwed up! I know I need to take a chill pill and take the time to fix it all. I know that the time and space will be helpful, however I hate the feeling that I'm kinda getting because of it. I know that it all sounds vague, but it's pretty personal stuff.
So y'all don't completely freak, I'll give y'all a little heads up. I decided to take a break and try and figure out MY life. While in the process, I told Patric that I needed some space. I needed to think some things over that do involve him in my life and such. [It's pretty hard not talking to him. It's only been a few hours and I already miss him more than I usually do. I know that most of y'all are going to think that this is so weird, or I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm not in a great mood about when people say that kind of crap, so I'm just going to tell you that if you have a problem with any of that to shove it up! After that little side note] I told him that it could take any where from a day or two to a few months. No one really knows. However, he told me to take as much time as I needed. Neither one of us wants to screw up this relationship that we do have.
We really do care about each other. I'm taking a break cause I care about him. He's giving me as much time as possible cause he cares about me. Funny how things work out, huh?
Well I got to go to work soon and I still have plenty to do including going to get food for myself! I'll keep y'all posted!
~Addison